2003-08-27 - 8:48 p.m.
The tears that just aren't flowing are getting on my nerves. At this point, I wish I could cry just to get rid of that stupid feeling. You know the one I'm talking about, don't you? The one that tells you you're in emotional pain and that you should cry?? That ache in your chest that no matter how much you laugh is still there? That little voice in the back of your head whispering those horrible comments that you hope and pray aren't true? Tell me these things aren't just in me... I don't want to be any more alone than I already am right now.
